Are you trembling too?

…aka, The Healing Moon, Chapter II, part III. Go to part II.

-         I crushed him, Jason! He finally started to trust in me and I ruined him… I destroyed him…

-         Hey, what’s up Moon? Stop crying please, I cannot understand you. Take this! Wipe your tears and come here on the couch and let’s talk about it…

-         Ok. I crushed him, Jason….

-         Whom?

-         Him…

-         Oh… that Him?

-         Yeah…

-         He trusted me, he finally opened to me, he surrendered and I crushed his heart. I left him disappointed. And not only him, I disappointed everyone… everyone that invested in me and trusted me.

-         Why are you doing this? Why are you so hard with yourself? Hey, hold on, Moon. I haven’t seen you like this for a long long time… C’mon! Come here.

-         And you think that by hugging me I will stop crying? You think this will make all go away? ‘Cause it won’t. It’s not fair, Jason!!

-         Let’s start from the beginning. Tell me.

-         It started 3 or 4 days ago, I don’t really remember. Everything changed around me… I lost everything. I went into my childhood and now I don’t seem to be able to come back…

-         What?! Why did you do that for? How?!

-         Because I didn’t want to disappoint a different one when he asked for my help… my childhood crush :D

-         Oh, so now you’re smiling… you sneaky girl… Ok, continue…

-         I don’t even know why I did it… why I helped him… perhaps because what he offered me in exchange seemed like a good opportunity to continue with my evolution… but it didn’t work, everything pulled me back there into the past and every future line went with it. Now I have to start all over again, I have to think everything through all over again, from the beginning…

-         I don’t understand anything you’re saying. But at least, you’re not trembling anymore. Stay here, I’m going to make you a hot tea and then we’ll continue with it.

-         Ok.

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