Azi, in loc sa plang

… mi-e incredibil de dor de tine.

Probabil te-am visat… si n-am mai apucat sa mi te amintesc cum.

Sunt cuprinsa de acea emotie, care, pe masura ce ma indepartam de tine, ma facea sa-mi dea lacrimile instant. Acea emotie, pe care am simtit-o cel mai puternic in seara cand ai plecat in masina cu parintii tai si cu ultima farama de putere, ti-am facut cu mana: “la revedere!”… dupa ce am urmarit finala campionatului mondial de fotbal…

Update: e emotia – “I’ve been strong for too long, now I can really let myself go. No one is watching me anymore. Ready for a shoulder to cry on now, except I won’t, because I’m too vulnerable to allow myself the luxury to get attached onto someone else

Imi amintesc… de cele mai mult de 10 secunde in care am ramas impietrita uitandu-ma in ochii tai, cand te-am revazut, in primavara aceluiasi an… nici nu cred ca poti sa-ti imaginezi cat de mult ai insemnat pentru mine.

Intinde mainile. Lasa-ma sa te imbratisez. Te simt prea infrigurat ca sa pot sa te las. Mi-e dor sa pot sa-mi mai amintesc si altceva, care te include… dar nu mai esti, nici macar in trecutul meu.

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