When you open your heart and you start feeling again it’s very hard to stop it… I just hope it will stop from itself, because lately I wasn’t even in the mood for eating. Or maybe I don’t need it… emotions being the only fuel that keeps my heart beating.
I don’t even remember who I am anymore. It’s been just a week, for God’s sake, I should be able to pull myself over and not let the sadness overwhelm me!! Today it’s been a very sunny day, over 30 degrees. Sunny days are also like a fuel for me.
Just some more days and Venus will leave my 8th house. Then, things should become lighter and the emotions should become breathable.