I was thinking all the way home, from Strossmayerovo náměstí, in the tram 5, then in the metro from Náměstí Republiky until Nové Butovice, then in bus 164, which should be the best way to write about this exercise that I have to practice for this week, from my acting class: to stop trying to understand.
Is it really such thing possible? Living without trying to understand?! For the past years the ability to understand got to be my most valuable asset, where I got to understand almost everything.
How could I live from now on? What should I do if not to understand? Should I just say “I don’t understand” even before trying to do so? If I’ll say that, which would be the consequence? Is it allowed to say “I don’t understand” in all sectors of my life?
Actually this may be a very interesting challenge 😀
Maybe I will get to discover parts of myself I wasn’t aware about before. Maybe I will get to discover parts of other people I wasn’t aware about before…